I’m back… Its true.. i actually have the time to sit down and ponder about everything that’s going on in my life.
Its honestly crazy around here. I have no desire to go to school at all, but i know its not really an option, unless I’m considering being a loser for the rest of my life.. which..I’m not. I do plan on graduating.. and although it seems like its forever away.. I’ve got about a month. May 20th. I don’t think i’ve let it sink in yet, that in about a month i’m done with this routine i’ve known my whole of going to school. The only good thing, is know what I’m doing with my life, after all this is done with.
I can’t explain how lucky I am..or ever how Gods doing what he’s going in my life, but i just know its amazing..and i give him ALL the praise…This def isn’t something i’d be able to bare alone… Don’t get me wrong.. My life’s really hard at the moment…but I’m walking right through this storm, instead of letting it rain on me, and Gods got a hold of my hand and I know with out a doubt he’s never letting me go. Some where in JOB it talks about, Yes God wounds, but he’s the same hand that heals.. Not saying that god wants us to feel pain, because i know that’s not something he wants for us.. but Sometimes, he uses our struggles to heal us where we had no idea we needed healing. I feel like i’ve had a lot taken away from me..but Gods def restoring me and blessing me with even more than i started with.
Its amazing how God moves.. and i can’t even grasp what he’s capable of doing. Instead of trying to figure it all out… i’m just sitting patiently and submitting my life to him…and standing in awe of his beauty.
My prayer for all of you who are reading this…Is that you’d just come to a place in your life, where you could just completely surrender EVERYTHING you have to God, because when you can do that, everything else in your life will fall right in place. I promise.
Love ya’ll! LaurenM
Skiing right now…In Keystone Colorado with the best friend and famly and a bunch of other close friends. Its a lot of fun. The drive was pretty long..but not bad at all. The house is amazing and very nice! I think everyone is really enjoying their selves. Today was our first day to ski and the slopes were very nice..ITs a bit chilly but def worth it. There’s still a lot to do and we have 4 more days left. I’m excited! 
